if you're talking about her attention, I don't know why I (apparently) still have it in the first place (I don't even know what's going on becase I absolutely refuse to have anything to do with it other than this thing right here) and I'd like to not have it anymore. She needs to realize that her and I were a disaster 150% of the time since even before the first days (I guarantee she can't deny this) and that parting ways was easily that best thing that could have ever possibly happened. I'm sorry to say, but if she hasn't discovered this yet, then she's been blacking out the friction and needs to take a closer look the whole thing.

I'm not sure what else to say about it right now.